AAH Life sucks.

I would like to repeat a distinctive f word a few times but I won't, I can('t) control myself. Basically, school sucks, friends suck, family sucks=life sucks. Just for now though, I wouldn't say like, in general. Or maybe? I don't know I hate everyone right now. People on my Facebook page with nothing better to do but posting stupid statuses NO ONE CARES. People "getting drunk" and sending stupid text messages like: "Oh I'm so wasted." People who are so *verbissen* (zadrti) and stubborn and unlikeable and only thinking about themselves. People who never think about themselves and always freaking think about others and you feel like they're suffocating you and always put you first and it's so much effing pressure. People...in general. And since this is a picture that came up when I wrote UGH in Tumblr search, here you go: 

Everything revolves around money

I've never really cared about money. I have all I need in life and sure, more money would be pretty useful, like I could go on trips for holidays or buy lots of clothes and similar things, but other than that, it's not so necessary.

My family is kind of lower middle class and we usually don't have any major problems concerning money, but when I need to go on class trips abroad, it's always a bit difficult for my parents to give that much money for like two or three days.

 For example- I'm supposed to go on this class trip for two days to a country that's 6 hours away and it costs 200$. I mean come on, two days. I feel SO guilty having to ask my parents for money because I know they don't have it and I feel bad trying to lower our class' costs because no one else seems to care how much money we spend. Ugh. It's so ridiculous and I can't really talk to anyone so here you go Internet.

Feeling Sad

      Today wasn't a bad day for me, really. It was just nothing special. Most of my day are like that nowadays. I feel lost and as if I'm living someone else's life. It's not because of the usual reasons most teenagers are sad: like people teasing and bullying them, thinking they aren't pretty enough, smart enough... Don't get me wrong- I am NOWHERE near pretty or genius or whatever. But the sadness I feel is kind of different. 
            
     I keep quiet a lot in school and mostly it's not because I don't want to talk- it's because I don't have anything to say. Topics my peers and "friends" talk about are so uninteresting to me and boring. And by not talking about them and not giggling like an idiot every five seconds- I appear boring and uninteresting too. I want to be a happy, random, maybe even a little bit weird (in a good way of course haha) kind of person. You know, original. Someone you'll remember when you meet them, not just a face, like any other. But I feel like it's unnecessarily hard to start and maintain a conversation with someone, so I just choose the easier option and not try at all.

        
     There are 2 main groups in my class: 1.)the social butterflies/girls who go get drunk every weekend and then there's 2.)the "nerds" or "squids" as the aforementioned group refers to them. They aren't as social as the first group, but they aren't nerds either. They're actually quite sweet and I know I shouldn't generalize, but so shouldn't they. I tried hanging out with both groups, and I feel SO bored with the "squids", I mean they're nice and everything, but they're just a bit too boring for me. And the first group, well. They are a bit to crazy for me, they constantly talk and talk and talk about stupid shallow things like someone's profile Facebook pic or someones boyfriend (who's different every week btw) and I feel as though I don't have anything to bring to the conversation. If I start talking like them, I'll become like them and that's definitely not something I want to do. So I choose to mingle constantly, not really belonging anywhere, but staying in the middle and minding my own business.
         

           I have a general idea of what kind of person I want to be, but it  feels... a million light years away haha PUNNY. Anyway, I feel left out, and like I'm missing out on the whole high school experience. I 
wish they just changed and I know they won't and I don't what to change and it seems like there's no in between and ahh my mind is mixed up and I'm a teenager so it's okay. I guess. Hopefully, it won't stay like this for long and I'll find some like-minded people who can talk about interesting, normal topics, but still want to party like its 1989. I don't know why that year just popped into my mind haha. 

Minimundus Trip

The Minimundus is a miniature park on the Wörthersee at Klagenfurt in Carinthia, Austria. It displays over 150 miniature models of architecture from around the world, built at a ratio of 1:25. Or at least that's what Wikipedia says ;)

I've been to Austria a couple of times, and I recently found pictures from my trip to Minimundus so I thought I'll share them here. They're pretty interesting and it's definitely a very unique experience to see all of these world-famous sights in one place. So here they are:

 The London Eye
 London, UK

 - not as big as it looks on the picture
 - still pretty impressive, though

The Valley of Kings

Luxor, Egypt

                     

- looks amazing and                  

  it's really detailed

         

 Hollywood Sign,
 California, USA

- just as glamorous
  as you might think,
  but on a smaller scale

                           
     Louvre
     Paris, France

   - really cool,                
     look how            
     weird it looks i              
     in comparison
     to those
     people behind


             

The Leaning Tower of Pisa
Pisa, Italy

- looked pretty leaning to me

  The White House
  Washington DC, USA

 - sure is white
   (hope you're enjoying my insightful
   comments)

     The Eiffel Tower
     Paris, France
                                                                         
    - the biggest thing
      in the park, you          
      can actually stand
      under it

- this is how it looks 

                  when you stand under it :)

Parthenon
Athens, Greece

- very ancient-y and greek-y








 

  Titanic & co.
     

- I only recognized               

  the Titanic sorry 

  haha, I think one                         

  of them was 

  Queen Mary

- they were actually

  around the water

   it looked surreal :)                                                       

    The Statue of Liberty
    New York, USA

    - again, much, much
      smaller but amazing also

Taj Mahal,
India

- very luxurious,
  even from the outside








         
  Atomium,
  Bruxelles, Belgium

   - this small one                
     looked like it took a
     lot of effort to make
     I can't even imagine
     how they built the
     proper one :O

 St. Peter's Square
 Vatican, Italy

- remarkable resemblance

 Triumphal Gate
 Paris, France

 - so detailed, makes you 
   want to see the real thing 
   and compare ;)







After our visit and a few hundred pictures I took (a lot of them quite blurry) we went to Verona and saw Juliet's balcony and in front of it was a wall where lovers left messages to one another, or together, just sharing something with the world and it was an amazing thing to see. No pictures, sadly but it did happen, I promise haha. 
I recommend visiting Minimundus because it's a lot of fun and looking at these weirdly small sights makes you feel like a giant. So if you want that giant feel or you're going for any other reason (although I can't imagine why else) definitely visit Minismundus in Klagenfurt! A little piece of advice - do go when it's sunny and warm and bring something to drink. I can guarantee you'll be thirsty because it's a long walk around the park. Also make sure you don't miss something :)

                                                                                                                                  ¤¤ Sara ¤¤

My DIY Ombre Hair Experience

OMBRE
     So I've been wanting to dye my hair ombre for a long time and then one day I was just like-today is the day I'm going to ombre myself! And so I did.      
      I went to the local DM store and bought blonde haircolor. My hair is kind of medium brunette color so I went with blonde ends, because I think blonde suits brunettes better.Also, I don't have the guts to go and change my entire hair color like the girl showed here. It looks amazing on her though.  

     
      What with this being my first try at dyeing my hair ombre, I just put the blonde haircolor on the ends of my hair and waited. I put more of it on the tips of my hair and I made sure I didn't make a straight line, and that it kind of gradually turned blonde. 

        My hair turned out something along the lines of this -->
And I was pretty happy with it although I wanted it to be a bit more blonde, but for that, as I later discovered, I needed to bleach it. I decided to stick with this color because bleaching your hair=damaging it a lot and if you don't want that to happen you need to use a load of products and frankly, I just couldn't be bothered haha. 
     Right now I'm loving my ombre hair and I would definitely recommend it to people who want to change their color but are a bit too scared/their parents won't let them to do anything drastic.

                                                 ¤¤Sara¤¤